gah!

ok, so today fucking sucked. various factors. i'll just leave it at that it fucking sucked.

however, i did get to take a bit of a much-needed nap, so yay. it really was a crap nap, but it was still nice to be able to slow down enough to lay down and sort-of conk out.

man, i filleted the pad of my left thumb, and typing is a bitch. i think i'm going to either figure out how to do this differently, or give up... ok, i'll just use my right thumb to hit the space. woohoo for being slow enough to have to think that one through.

oh! i wrote a paper called "Procrastination: I'll Come Up With a Better Title Later". It rocked! Or at least, i hope it did- i don't honestly remember what i wrote, so who knows. the title was good. especially for a 3 am job.

i went trick-or-treating last night, and now have WAAAAY too much candy sitting in my room, slowly but surely making its way to my poor stomach.... mmmmm.... so good.

my computer is kind of screwy these past few days. it tries to play a sound, any sound, and it skips and clicks during its pathetic attempt. i almost weep for it, but have no idea what to do for it, so basically i'm going to hope it fixes itself (which it probably won't), or ask Kyle to fix it for me. James thinks it's the sound card fucking up, but like hell do i know what that means... general concensus is that the noises my computer makes (especially when operating iTunes, for some odd reason) is not good.

i've tried reinstalling several different programs, mixing with the various settings in a couple of programs, and even going into the control panel and dicking with the hardware itself... fuck, Kyle is off doing something, maybe I could cart this poor piece of machinery over to Jason's or James's, because it's driving me crazy! "Megalomaniac" does NOT pause before "step down!" and GAH!!!!! hence the title of this post.

let's see, what else is going on around here... it rained today, and it wasn't a good kind of rain. it was at first, but then became the kind that saps your energy and makes you feel like a sludgy sleep-deprived pile of numb. no good. you know what i mean, right? anybody who's lived in Oregon has a good chance of knowing the rain of which i speak.

even though it's only 10.30, i think i may go to sleep... it won't be anything quality, but it'll waste the time until i have to go Spanish tomorrow at 11am. woohoo. not.

i wonder if i'll get to see him again tonight... i need a hug, and possibly a good cry...